The River of Body
This is a young
River that suddenly began flowing at the midpoint of my life. I had been dissatisfied for quite some time
by the fact that my invisible spirit alone could create tangible visions of
beauty. Why could not I myself be
something visibly beautiful and worthy of being looked at? For this purpose I had to make my body
beautiful.
When
at last I came to own such a body, I wanted to display it to everyone, to show
it off and to let it move in front of every eye, just like a child with a new
toy. My body became for me like a
fashionable sports car for its proud owner.
In it I drove on many highways to new places. Views I had never seen before opened up for
me and enriched my experience.
But
the body is doomed to decay, just like the complicated motor of a car. I for one do not, will not, accept such a
doom. This means that I do not accept
the course of Nature. I know I am going
against Nature; I know I have forced my
body onto the most destructive path of all. Henry Scott-Stokes, The Life and Death of Yukio Mishima
Yukio Mishima, Catalogue
to the Tobu Exhibition
“Muscles, I found, were strength as
well as form, and each complex of muscles was subtly responsible for the
direction in which its own strength was exerted, much as though they were rays
of light given the form of flesh.
Nothing could have accorded
better with the definition of a work of art that I had long cherished than this
concept of form enfolding strength, coupled with the idea that a work should be
organic, radiating rays of light in all directions. The muscles that I thus created were at one
and the same time simple existence and works of art.” Yukio Mishima, Sun and Steel.
WOW!
ReplyDeleteHe probably wanted to prepare well for his self inflicted death.